for life to grow we needed the clam stedy energy of pur nourishing sun
powerful, steady, inactive, boring
my pheanix, the star of my heart
a Siren exho pulsates a torted space
come come watch the supernova in revert and fold onto it self
in the ebb and flow of time, you met me just as she dropped to reverb
i let you in becasue i didnt want to burn alone
forgive me
he is my shadow, he carries me wherever i go
i picked up his castaway soul from the side of the road
somewhere in morocco
why he handled it so carelessly, ill never know
but it is mine now
and ill never let it go
a shiver down my calcified spine
a thrill down deep
could you hear it
all those foul words from my twisted tongue
i never meant for them to reach you
could you let us rest until the smoke settled
and youll see it was empty shells fired from the tips of my fingers
i dont have a gun to aim at you, my love
when again the stars feel like wide open lit windows on cold atumn nights
let the fresh air in
let me glide through your space
and feel your walls from the inside
is it you who seek me in my dreams
you are a new kind of evil
a different shade of dark
you make me cry when i wake
who are you
the one thats calling for me
i feel you pulling on my chest
strong hands with your long fingers nestled through my ribs,
pressure so hard on my heart it makes me shiver
i feel no pain only shortness of breath
a long slow hold
why wont you come
if you want me to move, would you tell me the direction
im lying so still that the twist of the universe is working on my body like a corkscrew
i wont move ever again
you come to me this time
you come to me.
my skin does not know you
It only remembers
the draught
the stiffness left from
wet
flooded with affection
& mirages of touch
it sits in the sun of the day
light flooding the emptiness
I look at my arm
where you said your head
would be
I rest my cheek
dry on dry
the ground eats my soul
I crawl my fingers through the ashes
and cramp my hardened heart until its dust
to the beating of yours
without you i am an infinity of droplets
nothing but atoms split and scattered
your gentle presence assemble me
effortlessly unintentional
i rip apart and you gather
i scramble and you catch
were the perfect pair
please dont abandon me
again
