lead me back, take me home again

I will always come back to you

There is no one else

When it’s dark I feel the shadow of your hand

Grabbing mine and leading me home again

We started where the water held us

And we will return to the water

I’ll never let you go

Just like tide, I can’t be without water

Without darkness, your shadow cant reach me

Lead me back, take me home again

I will run until we both found what have been lost and taken

I will bring you to the waterside and hold you down

Clean you so that the wounds of the past can finally become scars

when there is nothing else left

Fill my head with dreams and sink me to the bottom of the sea
Leave me there to rest, leave me there to dwell
Soon the winds of the ocean will have stirred the sand
Covered me completely
Make sure you dont try to find me, make sure you forget
For the surface will be even, but below the dreams are growing wild
If you dont wake me, no promises will be broken
Nothing will be unfulfilled
Leave me there in the pulsating darkness
Safely anchored in my dreams, buried by the bottom of the sea

distances grow from the inside

It started as a small shiver of doubt, a slight vibration of a crack between us, it seemed only a micrometre wide. I hunched down to have a closer look, and realized it was the size of the distance between our star and the next. It is bigger than you and me; it’s bigger than anything I know. How am I supposed to hold on to anything when this happens every time. It is done now, I am standing here on my side, and you, you are where you are. The cold of the distance spread as fast as the shiver of realisation. Connection was lost and I was frozen again. What was left to hope for was crushed in one single simple blow. The one word you wrote was all that it took to set off the cracks. The deep sound of certainty cracking open, me standing on top of a black ocean, clear ice bursting in white lightnings, blitzing across distances touching the horizon in all directions, the sound reaching me from somewhere far away, a place I will never know. I will live here, on this cast off block of ice, drifting unattached in a black sea.