tisdag 14 oktober 2025

dreadful desert draught

 my skin does not know you

It only remembers 

     the draught


the stiffness left from

   wet

flooded with affection

    & mirages of touch


it sits in the sun of the day


     light flooding the emptiness


I look at my arm

     where you said your head

                                       would be


I rest my cheek

                dry on dry

        the ground eats my soul

  I crawl my fingers through the ashes

    and cramp my hardened heart until dust

               to the beating          of yours




not fucking again

 without you i am an infinity of droplets

nothing but atoms split and scattered

your gentle presence assemble me

effortlessly unintentional

i rip apart and you gather

i scramble and you catch

were the perfect pair 

please dont abandon me

again