If you knew my pain
You wouldn’t tell me to be strong
You would have no words
You would only have a silent nod and tears
Tears and tears
You would eventually say
“I understand if you want to go
I will let you
I won’t ask you to carry on”
You would understand that I am not the person you knew
That I am now less than half
That what I lost left deep black holes
Tar black holes eating away at what’s left
You will know that when I smile, it’s hollow
When I laugh it’s empty
When I remember it hurts
It only hurts
Everything led up to this
Everything gave room for this
Everything is Darkness
