tisdag 16 september 2025

kan du sluta

 dina fingrar är elektriska

det rör sig genom huden, mina kläder, luften

jag kan känna när du ser på mig, när du vänder dig mot mitt håll, när dina tankar rör sig mot min kropp

jag kan inte låta dig ta på mig, stöten gör ont och väcker liv i saker som borde fortsätta sova.

föralltid.


jag glömmer migsjälv, jag vet inte vart jag är

kan du sluta se på mig

sluta andas ett tag

jag orkar inte

söndag 14 september 2025

Hope is the thing with iron feathers

 Hope is the thing with iron feathers

It flutters the heart

Climbs with violence, soars without winds

plunges deep into the soul

And it never stops. At all.

fredag 12 september 2025

all g

 ill pretend im not human

ill trancend

ill act like you breathing is 

not a big deal

its ok with me

it doesnt do anything 

to me

bastillion

 bask in the glory if my discontent

its the closest youll get to my heart

onsdag 10 september 2025

sinner one see all

 you drew me to an oasis

and i jumped from the 15th floor

the trick of illusion hid rows of spikes

death was instant and that i have you to thank for 

what does the heavens have in store for you my love

a soft tender girl that will carefully see to your needs

she will know how to feed you and make you feel safe

she breathes life into you and you will always be right

when youre angry she wont see it

you can do no wrong

it will be calm balanced free from pain

love in its gentlest form

and me? 

what could the undead wish for

 im not scared of you choking me to death, im scared of your silence, i

m scared of   your   absence not mine

for wants the bell tolls

 only deepest loss could stirr the bells in me

so why do they chime

you gave me my life back

what else is there

you woke the child from feverish nightmares and put her in deep healing rest

what else could i ask for

now finally safe, we sway

sway sway to the tintinnabulation

we have everything

heart safely in the comfortable chokehold of your beautiful fingers

i was shocked at how deeply you feel and how desperate the stuggle to hide 

i will leave you be

ringing in my ears so lound in the silence

nothing is lacking

still now bells

still as he sleep

still now

still as death tolls